mandag 22. november 2010

our little future


I was going to post my usual Monday morning randoms, 
but when I opened my e-mail this morning I found this.

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Dear Signe,

If you're reading this, it means I actually worked up the courage to write to you so good for me. You know me very well and I tend to go on and on about how hard it sometimes is to put word to feelings for me. But this.. this is the hardest thing I ever had to write.

There no easy way to say this so I’ll just say it, I met someone online.
It was an accident, I wasn’t looking for it, it was a perfect storm.
She said one thing and I said another and the next thing I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life in the middle of that conversation.
Now there this feeling in my gut that she might be the one.
She is completely nuts in a way that makes me smile highly neurotic, a great deal of maintenance acquired.
She is you Signe, that’s the good news.
So sorry to tease you with the build up.

The bad news is that I don't always know the right things to say or do and that scares the shit out of me, mostly because I don't want to be without you anymore.
Because if I am not with you right now I have this feeling I will get lost out there.
It’s a big bad world full or twist and turns and people have a way of blinking and missing the moment. The moment that could of changed everything.

I don’t know how it will go with us and I can’t tell you should waste a leap of faith on the likes of me.
But damn you smell good, like home.
And you make excellent burgers that has to count for something, right?

Only 1 month left now and then I can finally start my life with you.
I love you and I can't wait.

Faithfully yours,
Your kitten, Cas.

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I teared up. He does this you know. Sends me little e-mails every now or then, when I least expect it. He writes me a poem for my birthday every year. And he loves to tease me like that! See, he might have had me worried there for a second if I was not so sure of him. 
I just laughed.

1 month left today! So like him to remember that and make something special out of it.

I love you right back Cas. You make me want to be a better person. 
And I promise to make you chili burgers at least once a month for the rest of our days!

30 days and counting!!

53 kommentarer:

  1. Oh my gosh! That is utterly beautiful! He sounds like a keeper! Plus I love that image.

    I hope you were able to watch Harry Potter.

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  2. aw this is too sweet, honestly.

    xx
    MILK TEETHS

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  3. Oh, Signe! No wonder you're so crazy about him. He's just the sweetest. No long now, Honey. J x

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  4. åh,signe,nu fikk nu æ auan full av tåra:)herregud,kor søtt og snilt,e så gla på dokkers vegne,for at dokker snart kan vær ilag heile tia!!!
    ps.fine bilda fra botanisk igår:D

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  5. e han ikkje bære finast Inge?!
    flink med ord han Caspersen :)

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  6. This is very, very sweet! What a great gift for you today :)

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  7. heilt nydelig,som sagt,vart heilt rørt her!einaste æ fant i min innboks va en mail fra huseiern,ikkje fullt så romantisk...æ hadde dånt,førr å sei d sånn:)))

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  8. oh signe this is very very sweet!
    i wish someone would write me something like that, esp nowadays.
    anyway, i'm really glad for you:)

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  9. oh my gosh, that made ME tear up! it was so beautiful. he has a way with words! :)

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  10. oh my god, my heart just melted!!! thanks so much for sharing this.

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  11. I got all emotional too..Aww what a sweet email:) Such a sweet guy! You are perfect for eachother:) So happy for you,darling
    Happy Monday, morning
    Kisses

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  12. Oh honey I got chills reading this! At first I thought it was bad news and I was like NOOOO!!!! But thankfully it is just one of the most romantic things I've ever read! I'm so happy for you, sweetie. You deserve every good thing life has to offer.

    Happy Monday, love. And I love the new look xoxo

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  13. I was momentarily panicked...too sweet!!

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  14. Oh Signe, that was so beautiful! I confess, I thought at first it was bad news and part of me thought Please please no no! But thank goodness for how it got so incredibly sweet. What an amazing, heartfelt letter. I'm counting down the days too, dear! Hope you're having the best Monday :)

    P.S. I love the new layout!

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  15. Hihi, everyone but me was freaking out it seems!
    Well, at least you fooled someone Cas!!

    I guess I know him too well and that he put 'our little future' in the header just gave it away :)

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  16. ohhh my goodness this is the cutest thing ever!

    xo

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  17. Oh my goodness how terribly sweet!

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  18. so completely beautiful. thank you for sharing a piece of this with us♥

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  19. OH MY! Signe, he scared the daylights out of me! I didn't dare to read any more! I gotta hand it to him, he is good! pff...
    You know, maybe it's a Dutch thing, my sweetheart does these things too, only verbally, after so many years together the writing is brought back to a minimum.
    So, just one more month dear, and then hold on to your love!
    Maureen x

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  20. This is so special and sweet Signe. You are a lucky girl.

    ...Can you send me the recipe for your burgers? Seriously.. :)

    Have a wonderful Monday!
    Hugs from Texas.
    B

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  21. Oh my god, I was so worried reading the beginning!! What a sweet and loving email! You two sound like such a cute couple, I am so excited for you, may this month go by very quickly for you both!!

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  22. That is so romantic! You found yourself the perfect man there!! Never let him go!!!

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  23. how wonderful is that letter! i'm so happy for you!!

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  24. Hi Signe,
    do not know how happy I am that you went to visit the blog and left me a comment. In this way, I had the opportunity to know this wonderful place that is your blog. I immediately entered among your supporters. I'll give you lots of compliments, you have a wonderful taste!

    See you soon! :)
    Sarah

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  25. Aw, how sweet! Thank you for sharing something so personal with us!

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  26. That is just so, so sweet! I was really scared in the beginning, though, so I was already thinking of what I could write to make you feel better. Thank God he was only kidding!

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  27. He nearly gave me a heart attack at the beginning, but what a wonderful man you have! Oh Signe, I can't wait for you guys to be united-it's the best Christmas story!

    And as for Thanksgiving, to hell with America-make a turkey!

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  28. næææææmeeeeeen.... SÅ SØD!! :)

    Kitty

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  29. marry his YESTERDAY!

    At first I was like who is this jerk but then I kept reading and yeah marry him YESTERDAY!

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  30. Oh he had my heart plummet at that first bit, I was like omg... how could he... but thankfully I read on and it turned out to be so sweet, aww... so cute :D! Keep hold of him real tight :D

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  31. This is soo cute! How nice you get little emails like this. Adorable!

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  32. that is so beautiful! i just about melted! hold on to him, because he sounds like an amazing person. :)

    hugs

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  33. This is so sweet-he's got me tearing up too...I'm so happy for both of you:-). XX

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  34. I seriously got chills, that was beautiful. What a sweet and thoughtful boy. You are a lucky gal missy.

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  35. Oh my goodness! This is the sweetest love note ever! I love love :)

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  36. I almost had a heart attack but at the same time felt ready to storm over the borders to the Netherlands to kick his ass! He sure fooled me! hahaha

    Then I thought to myself; she wouldn't be posting this if this was the case. You two teasers belong together, that's for sure ;-)

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  37. oh my goodness! that is the sweetest letter anyone could write! how lucky you are to have someone so passionately yours. beautiful!

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  38. I'm so glad you know him so well, because I was worried there for a second! I read another blogger's blog as much as yours and she recently posted about her breakup with her boyfriend; I was like not again!

    So glad you two found each other-he does sound like a keeper!

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  39. This is so sweet & heartwarming~
    he's certainly a keeper!

    xo

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  40. haha i love this. my husband does the same thing :) it's my favorite thing ever!

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  41. Amazing! What a beautiful surprise :)

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  42. That is so adorable!! meaningful and loving beyond!!

    xoxo
    Karena

    Art by Karena

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  43. wow so incredibly sweet!

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  44. what a sweet love letter. He sounds very special and so do you!

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  45. Oh Signe, that is marvelously sweet!! Seems to me he knows how to put feelings into words perfectly! Awwww *hugs*

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  46. That was the sweetest thing ever! Men -- take lessons ;)

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  47. Thanks for stopping by my blog & your sweet comment. i hope you liked it! :D
    Cute picture. x

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